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June 05 I love new adventures, don't you??
Good Mawnin', my dears!! I am retiring “A Lady and Her dog Share a Blog”. For the last year, this chapter has helped me heal from burn wounds, introduce you to my loud, boisterous family, showed you some of my hobbies, carefully making comments on current events, and totally shouting out my love for my Collie-mix, Kovu. I adopted a persona for Kovu that eased me into cyberspace with a lot of puppy kisses and shy paws. The more I wrote, the more confident I felt. I have been ready for a change, a challenge. I want to go a different direction, so, instead of scrapping my initial blogging venture, I will set “Lady and Dog” on a special shelf of collectibles. “Lady Cee Has Her Say” is my new Spaces project. I am getting away from caution, timidity, and jumping out on blind faith for more honest writing. My dry, sardonic humor is still intact, but I will let fly the twists, turns and esses that make up my imaginings and dreams. As a former new blogger, I had to find my footing and fight off the intimidation of other more seasoned writers. I am taking a risk and going for a new approach.. my way. Thanks for making my first year enjoyable. I do hope you will come on by and check me out. You know I will be there as soon as I can! Ha! Some things never change! Billy, Fay, Sarah, et al, I will soon send out an invitation for you. Bear with me. Adios! (Ah, college spanish!)
P.S. Never fear! Kovu, as always, is by my side. Peace! Cee May 08 Summer school is only two weeks away! I know .. I have enough going on and stuff, right? C'mon, friends! You know me! And to be totally fair, I did think about this, that maybe I should sacrifice and "watch my mom" and cultivate my stress to a new level. Jill, one of my coworkers, simply assured me "You need to do this". And she's right. There's a sense of normalcy in returning to academia, to the harried, exiliarating chaos of it all. Reguardless on what is happening to my mom, time is still going on and I have to take care of myself. What I had to work out emotion-wise is I am not abandoning her by "living". She is right in the front of my thoughts. And Lord! Be with those who don't take care of her right .. we will be there every day! Update: She is leveling off a little. She now has a feeding tube and we may get to move her to a skilled nursing facility (Fancy term for "nursing home") later this week.
I love to write. My favorite classes are the writing classes. My last post was a short story I did for my Creative Writing classes a few semesters ago. I recalled a movie that starred Peter Strauss and Judith Light as a couple where "she" was the one abusing her spouse. It was wild to see that, since Americans have been conditioned that women were always the victims of such violence. I wrote that piece, mainly to be a smartass, but the more I wrote, the more I wanted to. It took on a dance of its own. Since fiction is fact somewhere, it does make you wonder how often this twist happens?! Since I've been living quite a bit at the hospital my Mom is is, I have seen a lot of coupes similar to the one I wrote about. And I wonder ...
The nuances of the comments are wonderful, but let me assure you .. I am not a victim! I did see a few years ago, that the possibilities exist between many couples. But, as I told Ma, Cee will not go down without a fight. Do not worry. I am fine!
I do want to warn you, I will write deeper subjects along the way ... I am a poet at heart, but I want to challenge myself. I want to get my imaginations on paper.
The clip of my eyes .. taken from a recent pic I used as my profile .. reflect my inner surface. They are truly the windows of my soul, my imaginings, my thoughts. I usually have them hidden first thing in the morning behind my thick glasses .. soon to be hidden behind bifocles. When I have contacts on, I eyeliner, shadow, and black kohl-them-up, making my brown eyes clearer, more penetrating. I once could not look at anyone deep in the eyes .. too shy, too evasive, too knowing. Now, after so many business classes and public speaking seminars, I can do this. I want to let the other person know he or she has my rapt attention. Therefore, make my eyes more attractive, more fathomless, drawing you in, and keeping you captive! Sexy!? Yeah, that too! (grin) I won't lie to you 'bout that! I'm old enough now!
Do have a great week!
Creative writing, anyone?
May 03 I saw it coming: A short story
I saw it coming, but I was too slow. The solid, right hook knocked me off the dining room chair. I plopped on the hardwood floor in a muffled thud. Surprisingly, the chair was undisturbed. I was the target. I was continuously dazzled by the perfect execution and precision of it. I landed painful on my right hipbone, a sudden rush of nausea forming in my throat. I didn’t hear bells, but I did note an imaginary rattling as if something was out of place in my skull. I tasted blood; my teeth cut a gash in my lower lip. I swiped nervously at my mouth and stared at the crimson droplets falling on my Carolina Blue polo shirt. The delicate aroma of chicken cordon bleu, buttered rolls, and garden vegetables surrounded us mockingly. It would send the message to outsiders that we had a loving home. My mind rattled with the Miles Davis jazz playing in the background. I glanced at the partially made table and sighed. Dinner was late and not on the table. The Afro-Modern décor of our home was the latest backdrop of “Kick Earl’s Ass” play I’ve been living. When I landed, I had barely missed the corner of the intricately carved china cabinet. The gold-gilt china was on display, The Oriental carpet, twined with colors of blue, gold, and green, lay underneath the cherry-stained dining set. The table was only set for two; the extra settings were placed aside. The feeble glow of the overhead lights gave the pearly-white walls a shell-pink haze. Beyond the dining room is the warm, cozy kitchen with state of the art appliances. We live in a modest, middle-class cul-de-sac on Summit Street. Ah, the classic image of material prosperity. Ha! Our home is a backdrop. It is the ultimate fool’s paradise. We sure had it going on. At least that’s what I read on the faces of visitors who hover on our doorstep. The curious visits from our concerned (or was it “nosy”?) neighbors made getting close to anyone out of the question. The High Point Police are our most frequent ones. The boys in blue come at least once a month. Once, I rallied my courage to make it to the downtown police department only to hesitate at the foreboding doors. I would touch the door with shaky hand, hesitate and, dejected, retrace my steps to my car. What would I say? How would I make anyone understand? I shuddered. I am a popular and talented architect. My office is in the arts district where I can see my visions as far as I can possibly see from my office window. Not only would this pariah of secrets get out, I would be ridiculed. Probably ruined! After all, High Point is a small city and the African American community knows each other’s business. I won’t give them any more of mine. A sharp kick jolted me back to the present. I curled up in a fetal position to protect myself. Whether this was rage or dead accuracy (I had to think “dead!”), the pointed shoes found every vulnerable spot I couldn’t cover. Maliciously, Johnnie screwed her spiked heels in my left hand. I swooned as a reluctant, high-pitched yelp escaped my throat. I hate the kids are hearing this. Especially EJ. I see the barely concealed scorn on his young face. Lord, just take me now. If God is merciful, I will be unconscious when Johnnie spews her lies to the ER nurse. Her full, chocolate face would mirror concern for “her man”. Her pudgy body would have on the latest fashion a size too small, and her color treated hair styled too young for her age. A tear or two forced from heavy, droopy eyes will be dramatically effective. The nurse (just like the police) would cast dubious glances and ignore what I’ve tried to. This 300-pound woman slaps around her 150 lb man.
April 25 On the way to my life..
-- Iyanla Vanzant
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